December 2009
I can't catch up tonight, but I can tell you this.
will-r:
zombiebeevee:
An old friend came by and we caught up after not hanging out for over a year. She wanted to know what was new and important in my life, and so naturally, I gave her a tour of Tumblr. She was very impressed with all the sassiness, as well as blingees, insanity wolves, bacon, zombies, and other things we like around here. I may have talked for 10 straight minutes about...
Every time I see the moon out during the day, I...
sometimesitrains:
(via theinsomniacsalmanac)
I have a license. To be wild.
Hellayeah boy
“Be merciful and gracious to me, O God, be merciful and gracious to me, for my...”
– Psalm 57:1
It's Summer... and it's POURING
cold.
and i don’t feel the cold usually, ay?
hehe. I’m such a complainer at the moment.
“this is not a holiday. this is traumatic. an ordeal. this is trial by fire. this...”
Traditions
I believe in traditions. I like them. They are comfortable and safe and reassuring. And this is one of mine: the New Years Eve Email.
This is about the year that was. It’s about what I learned, what I became and the mistakes I made. It’s about love.
If anyone would like to receive this email from me when I send it… theoretically the day after tomorrow but it might be late...
“All my life I’ve looked at words as though I were seeing them for the first...”
– Ernest Hemingway (via colourmegreenwich) (via theinsomniacsalmanac)
Everything
Is turning to shit here ay.
I mean, short of me starting sound like a kiwi again, it’s… hard.
My family is insane… I’m currently hanging with my best friend’s girlfriend - who I LOVE and they’re breaking up. As in he is home and she is here and I don’t… wow.
And my aspergers is just melting me down everytime I get around my family.
But thank...
HELP
if you are 1 of the people praying for me please dont stop.
typing this on keyboard with no o or k key so forgive typos.
In hell. I think I’ve had three non alcoholic drinks since 11AM christmas eve and it’s 7PM n boxing day and every time I have a glass non alcoholic stuff I get ridiculed hardcore so Im probably dehydrating so I don’t get ridiculed because it’s…...
Airport...
I’ve officially been in airports/on a plane since… 7:45 this morning and it’s now… 2:50 in the afternoon… And I get on my next transfer (an hour flight to Sydney then an hour to change terminals via 15 min shuttle and get on a 3.5 hr flight to Wellington) in about… an hour. I’m tired and my leg is KILLING me. Seriously. it’s pretty nasty. I was fine...
Formspring
someone just pretended to be Super Man.
My problem here is… you picked DC?
You could have been anyone man! You could have been Optimus Prime, Sherlock Holmes, Kung Fu Panda, Mal Reynolds, Wolverine, Gambit or Morpheous (Sandman, not Matrix. But either works). Or Captain freakin’ Kirk. And you picked Superman?
Katee Santos Is A Mean Person
capelesscrusader:
starkravingchristian:
She made me cry.
LOL no I love her and so should you!
I GOT YOUR LETTER TODAY!!!
And can I just put it out there how awesome it is that it came today? The day before I fly out for a week? So touched. So amazed.
Katee! Thank you so much, I love you - and the green sticky note ;-P
I read that title and the first line and was all “oh noes! What did I...
Katee Santos Is A Mean Person
She made me cry.
LOL no I love her and so should you!
I GOT YOUR LETTER TODAY!!!
And can I just put it out there how awesome it is that it came today? The day before I fly out for a week? So touched. So amazed.
Katee! Thank you so much, I love you - and the green sticky note ;-P
I'm off to see my mother...
Yay.
Eh she’s moving to another country. I’ll play nice.
Talk to you guys later… probably on NYE though. Mine, not yours. And I’ll post my traditional NYE email here as well.
God bless
Psalms
I have to say, I’ve never been digging on the psalms.
But just lately… I’ve been getting really into them.
57
62
63
particularly.
Perhaps because I’m reading the Amplified at the moment.
But you know what else? I’ve been thinking about the word ‘Selah’ - it appears a bit in the Psalms.
It means ‘pause and think on that’
I think...
Prayer to St. Joseph for Purity
will-r:
Guardian of virgins, and holy father Joseph, to whose faithful custody Christ Jesus, Innocence itself, and Mary, Virgin of virgins, were committed; I pray and beseech thee, by these dear pledges, Jesus and Mary, that, being preserved from all uncleanness, I may with spotless mind, pure heart, and chaste body, ever serve Jesus and Mary most chastely all the days of my life. Amen.
Latin...
Finding Songs To Buy...
Any suggestions?
If anyone suggests anything more christmassy than “Santa’s Papers” by Tripod (a song about Santa getting detained on Christmas Island for being an illegal immigrant) then I will bring the hurt.
Secular/Christian whatever. Inspire me musically :-)?
PRAYER REQUEST
I know it seems silly but I’m really scared about being in Wellington, NZ with the family. I’ll be the only Christian. I’ll be the only one who isn’t an alcoholic. The only who doesn’t smoke marijuana. I’ll be the only single and NOT LOOKING one. I’ll be the only who doesn’t swear.
You could say I coud use this time to witness to my family - but...
formspring me anyone? →
I got a heap of blank ones not so long ago…
Anyway, if anyone wants to say anything just go on ahead :-)
Him: What do you want for Christmas?
Me: As in, physical goods or Miss Universe answer?
Him (laughing): Well that was overly cynical. But both.
Me (putting on ditzy voice): Like, I totally want world peace... (losing the voice) Nah, look, I just want Jesus to come. I want him to come NOW. I'm not made for this world and I'm sick of pretending I am. And I don't want any presents because it just... it's not the point of Christmas, you know?
Him: You're weird. I like it. I'm still giving you a present though.
Me: /facepalm/
Today is
The last day my sister, mother and I will be all together in at least a year. So yes… that’s exciting.
And it could be the last day I see my sister this year (unless she’s working the morning shift at the airport tomorrow). It’s definitely the last day I see Dad and Chris this year.
But you know what I love the most about Christmas? My sister, when we’re together,...
So
Apparently I’m not short… I’m fun-size.
Thank you creepy clerk where I was working yesterday. Thank you so much.
Do you ever just forget what you look like?
thisheart:
Some days I will be walking and I will try to picture my face in my mind…and I just can’t. All I can see is this big puff of red hair attached to a face covered in blank skin.
Yes. I forget what I look like. The colour of my eyes, the shape of my lips… Even my hair… When I think about how I look in my head, it’s very different to how I look in the world. Is that...
GMH →
will-r:
givesmehope:
22 years ago, a 16 year old girl was pregnant with a baby of rape. Understanding the circumstances, her parents told her to abort or be disowned. Her best friend-her 18 year old neighbor-although he was not the father, stepped into the father figures shoes. They got married 2 years later. Mom and dad, your love for me and each other GMH.
Life is... complicated.
I don’t know how I’m going to fix it.
I don’t think I can fix it. I don’t think it’s my job either.
But my stomach is a mess and I can’t sleep.
And I’m angry and sad. Because when he breaks my trust, decimates me, I go to him and tell him exactly what he’s done and how I’m hurt. When I manage to upset him (constantly) over nothing (not...
The 12 Slays of Christmas
On the twelfth day of christmas, Osama gave to me:
12 Dubya M D’s
11 B1 Bombers
10 tonnes of C4
9 Tiger tanks
8 vulcan cannons
7 submachine guns
6 German lugers
5 ninja stars
4 dueling blades
3 poisoned darts
2 throwing knives
and some num-chucks owned by Bruce Lee…
Mark and Dave and I wrote this yesterday… we’re awesome.
I Know I'm A Christian BUT
I really am not into Christmas.
I don’t like tinsel, wreaths or fairy lights.
I loathe christmas carols. I do.
I mean, I could crap on and on about how the commonly accepted birthplace of Christ is actually a cave, I could talk about how if I see one more inaccurate nativity featuring wise men (who were two years after the birth) I’ll scream, I can talk about how it definitely...
My loves!
I’m online!
For a spot anyway.
At my mothers house again… second last time I’ll see her probably before she goes to live in the land of the long white cloud (NZ). Should have net back home on Wednesday… but I leave for NZ for a week on Thursday… so probably won’t really be able to ‘catch up’ until, you know, next year…
new formspring link. leave me something :-) →
MILO SCOOP SHAKES KICK IT HARD CORE
Yumm…
eating one now :-)
I am
in pain. My sciatica nerve is killing me.
I feel ill from my immunotherapy shot today.
But you know what?
I’ve decided I’m beautiful. Possibly because of my pain. Because I’m resilient and confident, assured in my Maker and strong in my hope.
And I don’t mind if this makes me weird.