if i have ONE more person tell me “but at the end of the day… you’ll be married. and that’ll be the best part” in efforts to soothe my overwhelmed,...
I have a cold and am beyond exhausted. So I am going to sleep! I don’t care how early it is. I got my tattoo tofday, hooray! Will post...
I am so excited. There is a job I am applying for and I want it. I want it very much and if I get it it will be amazing!
i don’t normally think too highly of myself for a number of reasons but i was just thinking about what i’ve been doing on the day to day and i kinda...
Hello again 3 am.
As in I am awake for the day.
No, I haven’t gone Hulk yet (and we all know I’m more likely to ‘River Tam’), but I tell you what these days I am freaking close.
I feel like I’m at that really awkward stage of recovery where I look like I’m doing really well, and I sound like I’m doing really well, when I’m actually only doing moderately well.
So here’s what is happening with the people I love:
And this can swing about on a half hourly basis depending on the loved one, my reactions to things, and the situation.
It’s driving me mental.
I think the worst thing is… I can’t ask them to be consistent right now because I’m not consistent right now. They aren’t mind readers and they’re doing their best. I’m a lot better, but I still have some really shitty times. I’m angry because they aren’t consistent. I’m angry because I’m not consistent. I’m angry, angry, angry, and you know what’s great about that? Anger is an emotion. I’m feeling emotions and I’m comfortable with feeling them. I’m even feeling emotions we perceive as negative and I’m okay with that. This is huge for me. Thank goodness for mindfulness. It’s not a strategy, it’s a way of life.
It’s so hard to be single sometimes when all you want to do is cuddle and share a pizza.
Share a pizza?
There ain’t no one on tumblr who wants to share a pizza.